Hi SewMomma ~ You are ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! You are perfectly normal, & I will say a prayer for you to have peace & no fear - before, during & after your surgery. You’ve done this marathon once & seen the good results. No need to question round two!!! Your surgeon is AWESOME, & your body is doing it’s job & healing nicely. You can, and will, succeed in overcoming ES & its cruel, mind-taunting symptoms. God is walking with you through this. He is in charge & on top of it all.
Deep breaths. Be joyful in your heart that the first day of the return of your more normal life (do any of us really live normal lives?!?) is almost here!